Just Once
posted 1 year ago
It’s upsetting. It really is. I try to stay positive ALL the time and I keep hoping that if I do then things will actually turn out good for once. But still, nothing. Don’t get me wrong I’m not trying to gain any sympathy. I just want something to turn out exactly how I want it to for once. I feel like I try so hard and yet I’m just constantly being used. Everyone uses me and I’ve just learned to accept that. I guess it’s just in my nature. Sometimes I wish I could just get some sort of gratification for it though. Maybe it’ll happen some day. I don’t need things to go perfectly all the time. Just once.
